Chapter 3 – Reality Beliefs
Written by Barelin and edited by Megansdad
I couldn’t help but feel self-conscious and embarrassed about the heavy gasping. My embarrassment overpowered any concern I had about my state of dress. It was as if my gasping was on display for everyone to see and judge, and I couldn’t shake the feeling of being judged harshly.
At that moment, I had an epiphany. I realized a power in acceptance, accepting that this was my new normal state of dress. For some reason, I had concluded that my gasping was something I would have to live with, and I had decided to embrace it. My new friends stood there, letting me make sense of my thoughts and feelings.
I realized my new friends stood there with me, not necessarily concealing me from the other onlookers. We waited for our parents to finish their conversation. Despite my proximity to them, I couldn’t make out what they were saying, which was frustrating.
I was tired from standing and decided to sit at the closest table. Ivana and Lilian promptly followed suit, pulling up chairs on either side of me. I looked at them both and couldn’t help but wonder why they were still there with me. I was uncertain about my future and struggled to comprehend why anyone would want to be around me after the humiliating incident of being publicly stripped.
Nevertheless, one thing was clear: the decisions regarding my future now rested in the hands of the adults who stood near us. Lilian confirmed something I had suspected but couldn’t fully understand – why they chose to stand by me even after I had stripped nude.
Sitting at the table with me, Lilian explained, “When you got up to undress in front of everyone, we both realized that we didn’t want you to go through this journey alone. Even though it was a joint decision that led to this point, we didn’t want to abandon you now that the going has gotten tough. Weren’t for us making those suggestions, you wouldn’t be sitting here naked. It is up to our parents to decide what happens next. We’re all in this together.“
In the coming minutes, we waited until the parents had finished speaking. The parent’s focus of the conversation shifted from my decision to undress in front of everyone. Now the adults are taking charge of the situation, determining the next steps. Before now, I wasn’t entirely sure who my true friends were. I feel uneasy sitting here exposed on these plastic folding chairs.
It’s a strange sensation, but for some reason, I feel more comfortable in my current state than I have ever felt wearing dresses, a habit I’ve had since I was a child. I wasn’t sure what time it was, but all the guests had departed, leaving only our parents behind. I was about to stand up and find some clothing in my room when I noticed the adults walking toward us.
We all watched as they grabbed chairs and sat down with us, with my new friends’ parents formally introducing themselves to them. Lilian’s mother spoke up, her voice carrying a hint of exasperation. “I apologize for the delay, but we were in a consultation with some of our associates regarding Connie’s wishes.”
She paused, taking a deep breath before continuing. “Connie, we need you to be completely honest with us. The decisions we make today will have far-reaching consequences. The decision will not easily be reversed once after the court clerk’s office, and you will be legally nude permanently. Your parents will spare no expense or time to achieve your goal of living without clothes. The decision depends on your firm belief in the principle of religious freedom to be nude and free of all clothing.”
Lilian’s mother expressed the importance of being truthful and transparent in their conversation. I know that the decisions will have long-lasting effects on me. She also emphasizes they are willing to go to great lengths to have me live by my religious beliefs to be nude. I never considered it possible.
Now I am going to be living my future in the same way I have seen it and accepted it for the past several months. I stood up and expressed, “Yes, I have been dreaming of being this way.” After saying this, I stretched out my back to relieve tension and sat without caring about how I sat.
My mother said, “Your father and I acknowledge and honor the decision to adhere to the religious beliefs to remain nude. We instructed their staff to remove all clothing from the room and perceived them as body coverage. Includes the bedding, bathing towels, and other items that might cover your body.”
As I sat there, surrounded by my friends, I was overwhelmed with emotion. They reached out and gently caressed my hand to let go of my feelings and shed some tears. I was trying to process everything that had happened.
It all started months ago when I realized no matter what clothes I wore or how I presented myself to the world. I was unable to see myself as anything other than a blank canvas. But then, something incredible happened. Through the simple act of undressing in front of others, I discovered a new way of life thought possible before.
Despite this newfound freedom, I still couldn’t shake the nagging question that kept flashing through my head: Would I ever be able to see clothes on my body ever again? It was a daunting thought to confront it eventually.
My friend’s parents told my friends to sleep in my room with me for the night. Their staff is on the way to bring some garments and toiletries. That was followed by a warm hug from both sides and feeling their clothes against my skin. This arrangement is contingent upon the staff completing the task of cleaning my clothes for donation on Monday.
In the morning, my parents will continue to discuss my decision and will complete the required paperwork to make my unusual and specific lifestyle legal and permanent. Additionally, the dad emphasized that he wants to ensure I am still comfortable with this decision.
We all to attend another ball on Sunday afternoon and publicly embrace my new nude lifestyle. Clear that it was important enough to my parents to warrant public display. I was now just their naked prize doll that only swapped out the dress for nothing.
It is daunting, and the thought of being showcased and not seeing me as their daughter. Mom told me before we went to my room that dad had contacted the academy board of directors about whether I could attend nude under religious beliefs. One of the directors replied that she saw no issues with me attending classes naked on Monday and provided the appropriate paperwork filed with the courts.
As we made our way toward the room, we encountered staff moving two of the numerous portable wardrobe racks that had previously taken up most of the available space in the spare bedroom. As I entered my room, I immediately noticed it looked empty without the large dresser against the back wall.
However, the staff had replaced it with a small bookcase containing the items I had previously stored in the dresser’s drawers (including one pair of sandals and single pair of knee-high fur-lined winter boots). At the foot of the bed were two sets of sheets and blankets for my friends, as we would all be sleeping together on the same king-sized bed.
As we settled onto the bed, we were interrupted by the arrival of my mother and some staff members. I felt my cheeks flush when I noticed that one of the male staffers was looking at my exposed vulva, causing me to instinctively close my legs and look towards my mother for guidance. Not to react to his presence as if I was wearing what the others had on.
Mom informed us we are attending church tomorrow morning. Our pastor will want me to be there earlier than usual, so I am out with him greeting everyone. The pastor wanted to show everyone I was naked as a lifestyle choice and nothing more. The girls could see me tensing up when they began tickling my sides.
I was pleased once mom and the staffers left the room. Lilian suggested I try on her black top and Ivana pants and be the girl in black. My new friends saw my clothed reflection in the mirror against the wall. Everything was all fun and games until I made a loud gasping sound and looked in the mirror and saw that my reflection was my nude self making a crazy face.